The day WILL come…
When you realize you haven’t cried in days
When you are able to look at their photos and smile
When you are so thankful to be their mom
When you feel a twinge of happiness amidst the tears, remembering how silly they used to be
When you share them with a stranger
When you find a precious memento
When you feel full of hope
When you are able to comfort others
When you look in the mirror and smile back
When God becomes part of your every day
When you make their clothes into a memory blanket
When you connect with other grieving parents and become lifelong friends
When your heart blooms with compassion
When you realize that God will use your pain for good
When you eat their favorite foods just to feel close to them
When you realize you would endure losing them all over again for one more embrace
When you write down the beautiful memories you shared
When you trust God with all your heart
When you honor their memory
When you give it to God
When you know who you are in Christ
When you know you will always be their mom
When you realize nothing will ever separate your love
When you stand on His promises
When you see through eyes of gratitude
When you reach for your bible instead of your phone
When you believe you did your best
When you can breathe a little easier
When you can control those moments of anxiety
When you’re now surviving the impossible
When you look back and realize how far you’ve come
When you see your pain had a purpose
When you are grateful to have had them for the time you did
When you’re able to see the power of perspective
When you know you will be reunited in eternity
When you find the secrets to surviving this tragedy
When you have finally found the sweeter side of grief……..